Well this is upseting..

Indeed, those folks who I "mention" in one of my previous blogs, go to screw up another forum that I love.

Way to go idiots!

/rant

Thats all.

Totally gonna have some fun!

Going to San Diego tomorrow! We'll see Pepperoni; who is my little puppy, Buddy, and Ruddy. :D
On the way back we'll be heading to the OC Fair Grounds, to see the Pet Expo! Yayy!
Will be taking pictures of everything!


Thanks all my readers! It makes me feel special!
Also, if your out there, comment!

:D

Not going to take it.

I browse the daily forums looking for anything new...I see that there is a thread from a certain member.


Honestly, anymore I don't know much I can take. you can barely speak your voice without them editing everything you say.

Instead of 3 (or however many) strikes, then your out....if they don't like you, if members don't agree with you. you are OUT.
Some of the mods cleary abuse their powers...and members walk all over them. I don't want to post anything...it's like I cant take anything seriously...but how would they know..they never even read my threads. Unless it reads a redflag in their mind...

ever since I got in trouble there...I try to be nice, but I cannot stand the way those people make other people feel.
It's almost like high schooll....where sometimes if you aren't going with the crowd...you are out. and they make sure you are out with a bang.

I've made 2000 plus posts....pretty much 2000 waste of posts...for it to all come down to THIS. to NO respect....
It bugs be how stupid some of them are...how some people can post the RACIEST posts...but the moderater laughs...you don't laugh? Prepare for a joke from the snarky mod.

I want to leave...I really kinda do..I don't want to be in stouble again, but I don't want to waste my time there.


I don't think I have any readers from there....ok.


-Ali

My arms aren't supposed to be this strong...

*hmm*

I have been studying my arms lately.
Since the hospital I have noticed that my right arm is stronger than my left.
Beefier, and even more muscle. It makes me feel strong

I think the right is stronger because the PICC line they put in and the iv line is kinda heavy...well not the actual PICC line, but the hookup to the machine is kinda heavy. Not bad, but its not light as a feather. So I think the strain on my arm built muscle.
Its funny to think about it because if its true, rightey will always be stronger....the PICC is always on the right because my veins are better on it.


/random.

-Ali

Yes, let's take her to Disney..she will remember it all!

*hurt*

April 10th is my birthday!!!
Next Wednesday is the only day my brother has off from work. So we were going to celebrate it then..go to San Diego, see Pepperoni, see family and have a party thing over there.
No.
My aunt, wants to take my 2 year old cousin for 2 days. Tuesday and Wednesday.
My uncle is pretty pissed...and my grandmother really wants to see me, but she has nobody to take her here.
So it's going to be small...I love having just the 3 of us, but I wanted to see them.

:-/

School tomorrow- Yikes!

So today I did see some people I knew..but still.
I am kinda freaking out about tomorrow.
My stomach hurts..but most of it is probably nervous-ness.
My friend was there..I didn't talk to her tho because she was kinda in a hurry, lol. And I am shy..
What if they are mad at me for not talking to them much.. ?
What if they don't want to be my friend anymore?
Silly questions I am sure, but if they don't I would rather not be in that school..not have to start over again, just go somewhere else where I won't have to deal with them (if they are mean and such).

*sigh*

So I went to school today, kinda.

New school. Well again, kinda.
This school is K-8, I went from K-4..now I am back for the end of this school year.
So we went, in hopes of being signed in and ready to go to day. But they weren't, so we got paperwork to fill out, bringing it back tomorrow because the principal was too busy.
Y'know, I really don't like him. Oh well. :P
The office staff were very happy to see me, so that was cool..they commented on how tall I was, :D
I saw some girls I know..one was standing like right next to me..I am just too shy to say hello.

Another thing that we talked about was my pill situation. I take them every time I eat so I do need them to take for lunch, etc, but I always used to go to the nurses office to take them, now that I am older they do allow me to take them with me (Like I did in other schools in SF), BUT..yes there is a BUT, the older grades actually leave their backpacks outside, on these hanging things, so we were thinking that kids might steal them.. because if they see me taking it, and know that it's a drug (Tho I don't know if they wanna gain weight) they might take it...
So I guess I will keep going to the nurses office.

You guys are probably wonder how my school is, no lockers...omg!
It's a really outdoors school..everything open, eat lunch in an outdoor cafeteria, apperantly leave bags outside..it's nice tho :D

Anyways that's all for now, I know I had to write something..but I forgot.


-Me